And I think
that, what hurts the most was indeed what made me feel fine someday.
Not that you
or they can understand. I'm a sinner for love what wasn't real or just a fool.
Am I the
reason of the sadness she's feeling? No, I'm not - but my way of getting guilty
about everything makes me think that I do.
I put myself
at the extreme points with no second thoughts. If I want to love, I'll do it
and share; if I do not want the pain of passion, I'll feel it and never give it
to others.
It's
something strange to think about it, I suppose. None can tell something while
they did not felt it. Only one who feels can speak to others heart.
You can say
these words are in vain since the one who made me bad do not give a single damn
about them - I don't care. I just need to get this poison out of my heart.
Nobody likes
hatred and/or anger. You can pretend that you do but don’t try to fool me. Deep
inside you know all the things you want. Doesn’t matter if it’s one, two or a
million things – you have faith about something.
Love can
free you from the chains only if you permit it to. Hide from the lights can’t
make you feel better about the world, it’s the opposite.
After all, I
hope that you, I and everyone else reach our special place – at work, at life,
at love. And each one of us become honest about feelings and doesn’t let them
in the dark for those who deserve it the most.
Oh yeah,
perhaps your new path don’t start ok – in most of cases, it doesn’t. I was so
deeply calm in my life that not being fine was my vehicle to keep going. When
it broke, I started walking and even crawled in this road I chose… But I’m here;
being an example to everyone, smile at everything that life put in front of me.
I’m eternal
lover that don’t lack faith about things that truly matter for me. If you can
at least guest what you want, well then – HELLO! The world is here to give you
a smile saying “Be happy, don’t be afraid of the filthy ones – they can’t reach
your ideal place”.

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